Philosophies from an Old Journal

In June 2018 still a high school student, I met a beautiful girl called 'Cecilia' or what she called herself 'Sharone', we shared a lot in common that brought us together and had established a serious relationship that eventually didn't even survive for a long but had a healthy survival during its prime days, I remember Sharone for a lot of things but one thing I can't forget is a small NOTEBOOK she gave me, I would note down anything that I felt towards her and whenever I missed her or when far, I would note down whatever. I felt nothing down was growing to be my habit. I never had a diary I cared about so much before as that but that didn't give me an excuse to quit after some time because noting down my feelings was never my thing. I quit writing feelings and started writing general thoughts and here we go again.